.......haha ha........tema munggu ini ialah EGO..........bukan motosikal tu...tapi EGO satu lagi tu yg kalian semua tahu......EGO !! EGO !! EGO !! ...benda ni semua ada kan??semula-jadi-kan??....JADI !! camne nak buang jauh-jauh ?? WAHAI SI "EGO" HANJENG-JENG-JENG Oi !! TOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooolllllllllllOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGggggggggg lah -hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!.....aku akan terus post imejan-imejan yg ber-kena-an....muktamad !!!
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ego..ego ego... ah... ego..ada baik.. ada buruk... persepsi diri sendiri... kadangkadang orang ego sebab pertahankan ape yang die percaya itu betol... kadang kadang... ego tu bangang... life is complex... so much thing to understand... life is hard as well.. when you come into desperate situation... as musician... i don't have much jobs nowadays... sometimes i might think to just quit playing music and just go straight... working from 8 am to 5pm.. everyday... mon - friday... and can have good rest on saturday and sunday... but because i am musician... i dont want to work like that... i want to spend my lifetime for ideas... ideas ideas and ideas... almost no time to rest... but it makes me happy for what i am doing... but you know what is the price to pay? jobless for years... i dont say that there are NO jobs in the music industry nowadays... i would like to say i don't like the way music industries nowadays... the stupid can become millionaire in few months... the most hardworking musician... go to college and spent more than 4 years learning and practising... don't even have a small gigs... because some gigs were being dominated by some kronies... so what options i got left? just to survive? it is hard to survive as musician just to play music for some little money... and if you lucky enough you will get small gigs non stop 2-3times a week for a month and then being broke again for another month because no upcoming gig for next month... but lucky enough have small gigs... as i experience now.. i don't have even one gig for the past few months... then i decided to go back to my hometown... settle down everything... no money left... what options do i have now? NO options... i try so many things just to survive... selling kek pisang, making order for tupperware products... selling t-shirt, selling watches... JUST TO SURVIVE... that's all about ego... i didn't say i don't like it... i like it this way... because i will not going for an audition or interview "jawatan kosong DBKL", jawatan kosong RTM"... FUCK EM ALL... and if i go there... 100% i will not get the JOB. For a little money... i doing anything that can give me money to survive... tommorow and today... and so on... this life is hard... when i was younger than today... i even take a job "potong rumput rumah orang" and also "kutip tin dan kotak". JUST TO SURVIVE. This is what i choose and i have to face it. This little money i make, i buy food, rice to eat... hopefully i will not be hungry tommorow... EGO does make some good thing to me.. i learn how to live... i am happy with it... this hardness of life give me a lot ideas... teach me a lot of thing... music is about the colours of life... imagine if you don't have any hardtime of life? how would your music be? stupid and dull. just like in the industries today. Imagine how music with such a hard life time... beautiful.. and i think it will not be in the industry... i don't know bout that but i like naked city... do people in malaysia listen to naked city? hahaha.... not much... and not near to half of malaysian population... not near to quarter i guess... well... am i talk to much?
love this one...
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